"Do you see what's happening?"
"What?"
"They're forgetting."
"Forgetting?"
"About you."
"No, they aren't."
"About your feelings."
"They never knew."
"About your secrets."
"Isn't it better that way?"
"It hurts you."
"Maybe."
"You're breaking."
"Perhaps."
"No, you are."
"Prove it."
"You yourself proves it."
"How?"
"The blood."
"...Yes. You're right."
"I know."
"It does hurt."
"I know."
"I am breaking."
"Again, I know."
"Why don't they know?"
"That I don't know."
"Why?"
"I'm not them, am I?"
"No...Neither am I."
"That's a good thing."
"Is it?"
"They're unobservant."
"Maybe I'm just that good?"
"They're petty."
"...There are reasons."
"They're uncaring."
"..."
"I thought so. You think it to?"
"..."
"Don't you...?"
"Yes."
"Leave them."
"How?"
"Like this..."

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I feel...sated.

...

Not like that, ya perverts...

*ahem* The Holiday season is a wonderful time of year. It fills people with the warmth of cocoa in front of the fire...It makes children's faces light up with joy when they see they go what they wanted. It makes families bond together, over anything and everything. Memories are shared and there are great sighs of wistfulness as people look back, but also there are dreamy sighs for the future.

...

Hoo ha. Merry Christuanakamas and a Happy Ramakwanzadan, everyone. Be joyful, 'kay? May you get whatever you wanted and...whatever.

You know this fabulous musical inside and out! You
rock!


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...*whew* Had to get that out of my system.

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Let's see...

Haven't been on lately. I mean, what's been going on with me? Nothing. I did read one of my webcomics all the was through, again. Read some new updates in the story department. Got annointed today...for stuff. Discovered that LJ changed a bit. Got no mail...like always. Thought I saw a...Not sure.

What do spirit guides or whatever look like? Was it just some random spirit passing through? Was I imagining it? ...Odd.

My eye hurts as do...Well, it think I'm falling apart, quite frankly. *wince* Pain...I really wish I had a private chiropractor sometimes. MMmmmmmm...

Um...Couldn't go over to Brat's. that was depressing. It would have been fun. I mean, it has been awhile. *sighs* Oh well.

I'm a bit excited by the movies coming out soon. I mean, Harry Potte IV is out in five days (going to the Midnight showing most likely, by the way) and Rent is in 16 days. Cool.

...

OHMYHOLYFLIPPIN'PURPLEDISHWASHERMONKIES!!! HOW SHIBBY IS THAT?!?! I'M SO SKIPPING SCHOOL, NO MATTER WHAT! RENT!!! AHHHHH! *gets a nosebleed and then faints*

Life is complicated.

Many things have happened to me over the last day or so.

I may never look at life the same way again.

I'm scared and uneasy and guilt-ridden.

So very, very much.

...

I think my mom might make me give up the internet...*sighs*

UPDATE!

I'm on!

During the day!

OMIGAWD!

...Okay, I'm done.

So, Hi. Here I am, living life. Istep math sucks. English was cool though. I was done in 1/2 the time and then was all like, "Wait. That's it? Why was everyone making such a big deal?" Very cool. I got to work on Kezro. ^_^

...Not that anyone, but Ally will understand...That's okay though. I'm use to people not understanding. 'Tis the story of my life, yes?

I'm thinking about posting a poem up here, so I can get some critique. Well...I'm hoping that. It'd be interesting for sure.

Nothing much to say besides that. Life goes on and on. Just gotta keep living. Yuuuup.

---~*

On a completely random side note, would anyone want my guitars or keyboards if I die? Oh, and what would you want, Brat? I know this sounds really creepy and morbid and suicidal or something, but it's not; I just like writing my will out.

*gasps* O_o Maybe I'm a freak! Wait, no...I am. I already knew that. ~_~;; Perhaps I need a therapist or support group? ...Naaaaaah.

Okay, so BAI BAI!!!

Hello, lovelies.
I'm back. After...a long time of being gone - somewhat under 'house arrest', you could say. My family hates me.Yeah, I know it has to do with my grades, but I can't really bring myself to care.

So, here's a picture of Dante "Death" Grim. I Love him muchly. I'd post the story I had with him in it here, but...I don't know where it is. Yeah, I know. It sucks. Whatever though. I got to mess with paint and create this picture of which I'm quite proud. I'm thinking about sticking a buch of pictures on here...Maybe...Maybe not. I don't really like people looking at my stuff. Oh well. Must go see if anyone is on. Bai bai.

I have broke my record. I had...a lot...of total fangirl moments within the course of a day. These moments would include squeeling loudly, giggling (aka cackling) insanely, yelling at my computer, nuzzling it contentedly, and verbally worshipping various characters.

My day is looking up...

My life is a pathetic, meaningless existance.

*floats off into nothing*

*stabs at random passerbys*

Cesare: Ow!

Sorry...This blights though. My family is conspiring against me. =_= I know it...It's not a good conspiring though, like cool surprise or something.

I don't trust them...*growls* This is bad.

Uugh...*coughs* Help me.

Tem here. Correction, Sickly Tem here.

As of this moment, I am/have: tired, hot, an earache, a headache, and a sore throat. Luckiy no fever as of yet. If any of you fall ill within the week, I will take full responsability. *weezy cough*

Also on a more fortunate note, I don't feel like I did during litergy. Yay.

Announcement: I am not allowed on the computer because my mother will need it tom. Work needs to be done, you see. My mother has finally released her book! Wooweee...

In that case though, please call me...or something if you need me. Or if you don't. Tem gets lonely. Aaaall alone except the voices in her head.

***

This is for the characters.

Gah. A short drabble based on me messing on AIM.
***

A few notes could be heard floating away from the grand piano on the other side of the room. The young gentleman playing closed his eyes and let the music flow from him. The song was beautiful, eerie...It seemed to call to the guests to dance on the marble floors, and dance they did.

Women gathered their skirts to them and the men held out their hands to help up their companions. Soon, the floor was filled with the whirling colors of the different dresses and splotched in the blacks of the tuxes. The night had begun.

A young woman to the side looked at people and smiled. What fun it seemed to her, but all the people who had accompanied her that night were busy...Smiling, an idea entered her head.

She stood up and straightened her skirts, before taking a step onto the hardened dance floor. Setting her hands in a position like all the other women, she closed her eyes and began to waltz with her non-existant partner. One, two, three...One, two, three...Step, twirl...One, two, thr-...

A warmth filled her arms and she opened her eyes in surprise, than smiled. Her partner smiled back at her and they began to continue their dance in earnest.

Her other companions watched the two move in amusement. The smallest one looked over at the others and nodded in acknowledgement. He too stepped onto the marble with the swirling mass and took up the woman's idea of dancing without a partner. One, two, three...One, two, three...Step, twirl...One, two, three...

The dance was beautiful and dreamy. The people in all their glamour; in all their silk and lace and feathers and satin, were like a people of clouds and fairy tales. The piano's music was steady and, like the people dancing to it, it glided with unimaginable grace over each bar of the song.

As the crowd moved, bubbles floated down upon them in an array of colour and light. The woman's companions had decided that the scene needed a bit more too it and were adding their own touches; it was evident in not only the bubbles, but the cello that joined the piano in drawing in the spectators' hearts and minds.

On and on the song went. Time became distorted, and what had seemed like a fairy tale became one as the ball never-ended. The dance still goes on today...

This was fun today.

We celebrated the Spork's birthday.Yay! She was shaking with...happiness (?)! ^_^ We also caution taped her car.

I have some pretty good teachers. The worst is Fehring. I'm so gonna kill her...*sighs* Oh well.

Hey! Guess what? I only fell down TWICE. The first was down the stairs on my way out to Krista's car. I was just kinda like "Ow...". Weif had been standing there talking on the phone, so he just looked at me and said "...Tem?"

The second time was when I was running around Krista's car and I tripped over a random backpack. Onto the concrete. Ow.

>_< My arm brings me pain.

***

I got to eat a lobser and crab dinner. Squee! Ow...I fel bloated and fat. No more eating for Tem. I swear it off...

***

Quote of the day:

"But first, I'm going to go curl up and cry in a corner." - the photographer at school. *giggles* Brat and I nearly died when we heard him say this.

~Today there will be several cameos by my characters. How fun!~

Okies...Apparently people all over are getting published. I mean, even my mom! ;_;

e_e Well, my not getting published might have to do with my not actually writing it yet. I'm sorry, my precious...es! Tem cries twin waterfalls!!!

Yeah, yeah...Laugh it up, all of you. Eventually I'll write it and become a billionare...Okay, not really. I really don't have that kind of self-esteem/confidence, most of the time.

Keil: Only when you're rping or playing euchre, is it?

Well...~_~ Yeah. Basically. I did get to use that confidence this weekend though. That was fun. I got to sit in my speeecsial seat. I also got to create a character with a race, a class, and a defect for D&D. Yes, I love my devil worshiping ways. -_-;; ... ^__^

Capri: Now if only you loved us like that and started writing. *rolls eyes* Like that's going to happen.

*flushes* Um...So, everyone...That purple-haired freak over there-

Keil: Hey!

-is Keil. Keil's the sexy Falve captain. He is an adopted member of the royal family after Keil's mother died and his father beat him, which is a big no-no in this society because children are somewhat sacred. He had a brother that would've gone with him, but his brother killed and he "ran away". He was also the first person in the palace to befriend Capri.

Capri over there is the main character.

Capri: ^_^ I'm cool like that.

Keil: Whatever.

About ten years ago, there was a war. When he was being taken out of the country to be hiden, he became seperated from his nurse-maid and lost his memory. After that he spent the last decade wondering why the hell he was so different from everybody else, which is saying a lot because they live on the very diverse alien planet of Lotusicus.

After "the Great Fall" ( a disasterous astroid shower which wiped out a whole desert race ), the Falve kingdom was brought to surface again and Capri realized that the Falves were his people, so he began a journey to learn as much about hiomself as possible.

Surprisingly enough, this poor, simple guy ends up being the first-born child of the royal family. The rest of the story is about his trying to fit in and find love, even in the face of an upcoming war.

Isn't that cool? Fun.

Woo! I'm goin' to de fair!^_^

Faaaaaair foooood...Yummy!

^_^ I also got a new purse! I'd describe it, but I want to surprise people...Namely Ally.

Anyways, gotta go ride the Starship.

I'm gonna go hide in my pants now. Presto.

I had this weird dream last night, but I'm not sure what to make of it...I think it might've been a nightmare, but I wasn't scared. I was just sad and lonely and despondent. Perhaps it was a look into the future? I hope not in any case...It was so odd...

I cried so much. Which is odd, since I don't cry. Well...not in a long while anyways.

I gotta think on this...